5 posts tagged “rant”

People who drift into the next lane. No signal, not even any speed.  They just decide they will "drift" into the open space. 

It burns me up.  Happened this morning and of course two people almost crashed.  Because one person driving with speen using a signal is changing lanes and here comes the next person, just drifting.  Then they have to break swerve move back into their own lane.

I was taught to own the move I make. If I am going to switch lanes make it happen.  Don't take to long to think about it.  Just do it.  Drifting is assuming that no one else is coming and you can just move into that space that happens to be open at the moment.   It burns me.

Ok vent over.

I'm pretty angry right now to the point I just screamed on my co-worker like we were in the street about to throw down.  I should not have but crap happens.

1. This is a public blog. You read it great, you don't great. If you read it and I talk about you, I am saying stuff I am not scared to tell you face to face.  If I want to hide something, trust me it gets hidden. So if anyone has a question about what I wrote feel free.

2. I make no apologies for how I feel.  Now my reactions to how I feel may not always be good and I admit that. But if I get hurt or angry about something DONE to me then I have every right to feel that way and I will NOT be sorry about that.

3. I hate going around in circles in a disagreement.  For example:

Person A: I'm hurt because you do this.

Person B: Well I'm hurt because you do this first.

Or another

Person A: I am mad because this happened.

Person B: Well that would never had happened if you didn't do this!

WTF???? If I approach you with a problem, its not to pass the buck back to me.  If you do that I will not have a discussion with you about I how feel.  Because I realize no matter how I feel as a result of your actions, it will always be my fault some way some how. 

4. I don't hold grudges.  But if you hurt me, I will be hurt for awhile, I am trying to learn forgiveness. But I don't forget and I don't sweep it under the rug because of an apology.  Trust is earned and once that is broken, I may trust you again, but it will take time. I will keep a fair distance until I feel comfortable again.  To me thats only fair.  Life is to short to just cut people off unless you do something really bad to me.  But it takes time to rebuild and if its worth it I take the time. I won't do things to hurt you, but you don't get an open arm reception.  

As my friend Floyd has mentioned, this here blog is to express how I feel and it makes me feel better.  I don't have to talk to anyone about how I feel not even the person who has me feeling that way.  I may want to write about it to get it out.  I don't even think people really read what I write here all that often, so its not to put it out on public display like an advertisment.  Yea I may feel a certain way and react without talking about it, and that too I am working on. But we are all a work in progress. At least I can admit it.

How is it you send someone pictures of a special event, they look at them and don't offer one single comment?

Like nothing, like "nice", "looks like fun", or even "dag you took a lot of pictures?"  I mean is it me???

Why is it okay to cut your nails at work. 

Sitting here in my little cube.  Click. Click. Click. I look around at my co-worker who is sitting there cutting his nails. 

Cant you do that in the bathroom or something?

In my humble opinion, grooming is not desk appropriate. Plus the sound of the click click click IRKS me!! Grrrrrr!

So I'm tired.  Up again messing with my laptop.  Piece of advise to folks: Get a anti-virus and pay for it.  Its so not worth being cheap about it when most of your life is digital.  OK so I'm tired.  Talked to my friend about the festival events for this weekend, I who so graciously volunteered to be a part of and who the heck knows why.  He asks if I am going to the meeting tonight.  So sure I missed the last one and I did volunteer so yea Ill be there.  Then here comes the big swift kick in my rear end.  I ask what time and he clearly states "6:30 to 9 pm." 

WHAT????  Wait let me count on my fingers 6:30 to 7:30, 1 hour, 7:30 to 8:30, 2 hours. 8:30 to 9, 2 and a half hours. WHAT?????

Why does this meeting have to be so long???????  I am so not extra with it.  Everyone knows what they are supposed to do. We are adults.   Either it gets done or it doesn't.  We have to talk about it for 2 and a half hours?????

Well my mind is made up. After I have to drive about 45 minutes to get there, I will provide the info I need to provide and break out.  Sometimes its rough being single with no kids.  I can't use the husband, house or child issues to escape from other obligations.  Thats a whole other blog too. Just cause I'm single doesnt not mean I dont have stuff to do!!! And why is the stuff I have to do looked at as selfish self involved things???  No it happens to be important stuff.  Like sleep.